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    Hello everyone and welcome to another

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    episode of Good Hang. Boy, we have a

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    superstar, a pop star, an incredibly

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    talented, wonderful woman named Renee

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    Rap joining us today. We're so excited

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    to have Renee here. We are going to talk

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    about so many things. We're going to

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    talk about falling in love. We're going

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    to talk about standing up to bullies.

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    We're going to listen to her new music,

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    which is incredible. Her um record, Bite

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    Me, is coming out at the end of the

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    summer, and her new single um Leave Me

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    Alone is out now. It's so good. And um

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    we're going to talk about what it means

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    to uh to make music during these times.

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    It's fun and funny and I can't wait for

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    you to listen. And we start these

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    podcasts the same way all the time. We

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    try to get our guests friends or fans or

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    people who uh want to give me a question

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    to ask our guest on the line. And today

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    we have Cara Deivine, beautiful actress,

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    model director

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    gal about town, a total delight. And

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    Cara is joining us from Paris and she's

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    going to tell me what to ask Renee. Hi

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    Cara.

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    [Music]

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    Hello Cara.

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    Hi. Hi. How are you? It's nice to meet

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    you. Have we never met? I I mean I feel

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    like perhaps I've walked past you at an

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    event and I've never stopped you and

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    hugged you.

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    Not yet, but now. But now rude.

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    Like I feel like I I just I adore you

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    and I'm such a huge fan and I feel like

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    I know you so well because I think Parks

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    and Wreck probably saved my life during

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    co. So like I feel like I know you. So

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    if I'd seen you, I would have run up to

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    you and probably kissed your feet if I'm

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    going to be real with you. I just I just

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    got back from work, so I'm just getting

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    into my hotel room and then I will sit

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    down. Of course, take your time. We we

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    have people doing these Zooms from uh

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    restaurant bathrooms, from set, from

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    cars. So, Oh, perfect. I'm talking to

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    Amy Polar. I'm on her podcast. My

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    girlfriend's a big fan. She's freaked

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    out. She doesn't understand.

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    I I would turn the camera up, but she's

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    naked. Oh my god. That's how I imagine

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    your life. That's how exactly how I love

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    the podcast. Yes, I know. I just We do

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    good hang. We are good at We're the best

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    hang. Okay, so we're talking to the

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    great Renee Rap today. Who? Exactly.

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    Just be your favorite. And I know Can

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    you tell me how you guys met? I

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    literally don't even think we've known

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    each other that long, but

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    uh through my old manager was like, you

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    know, I always want to be behind the

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    camera in as many ways possible, and I

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    think music videos is a great way of

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    doing that. and he was like, "Would you

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    be interested in um directing a video

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    for Renee Rap?" And I was like, "Yeah,

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    obviously. Let me let's talk though.

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    Let's get on the phone." And what I

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    realized about Renee, again, for someone

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    who is nearly 10 years younger than me,

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    she is

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    I mean, a consumate professional. Her

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    voice can just like break me to the

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    floor while also like lift my spirits.

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    But also when you work with someone

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    who's a musician who's also an actor and

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    who's so brilliant and just can like

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    take direction, take notes, be

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    spontaneous.

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    Um,

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    yeah, she's so good at that. Okay. And

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    then, um, my question to you is, what do

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    you think I should ask Renee today?

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    There's a lot I know about her, but I

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    want to hear what you think. I had so

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    many questions that I wanted to ask and

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    then I realized a lot of people won't

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    understand the question. So for

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    everyone, the questions that I wanted to

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    ask her, number one was if she was a

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    drag king, so not a drag queen for the

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    people that don't know that a drag king,

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    so dresses in drag as a man, what would

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    her drag name be? Great. Very important.

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    What would yours be? Okay, let me think

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    about this. Well, I'm going to think

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    about the old trick where you sometimes

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    take the street you grew up on and your

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    first pet name. So, mine would be

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    Bradley Alangquin.

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    Hot. I can imagine the dance you're

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    doing, too. Like, so my guy, I think,

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    would probably be a professor, like some

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    kind of professor with a mustache with

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    braces, a bow tie. Yeah. and just and

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    he's just like uh he's just kind of like

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    sternly telling you to get your work

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    done. Obsessed

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    disciplinarian professor Al Gangquin. I

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    can't claim this one, but someone a drag

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    king is called Clintit Eastwood, which I

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    just

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    incredible. I wish I made that up. It's

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    not mine. I don't know what mine would

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    be, but I'm not the one being asked

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    questions. And the other question would

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    be Oh. Oh. If Renee had to be in a girl

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    band like the Spice Girls, it doesn't

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    matter how many people of of female

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    singers, rappers, whoever, dead or

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    alive, who would it be? Honestly, that's

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    the hardest question, I think. Oh,

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    that's such a good question. Renee is

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    going to be so happy that we talked

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    today, I think, cuz you know, these are

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    always surprises. So, [ __ ] Renee. Any

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    excuse to talk to you, Emmy. Good night.

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    Anytime. Thank you. You're the best. To

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    anyone. Oh my gosh. But no, I love

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    Renee. I'm so glad. No.

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    Okay. Well, just come back next week and

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    we'll just talk about whoever that is. I

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    will. I'm going to find a job to do so I

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    can just come and talk about it. Yes,

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    please. I would love that. That's how it

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    works. Okay. Thank you so much for your

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    time. Bye.

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    Renee, I'm so happy you're here. I've

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    been listening to your I've been lucky

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    enough to listen to your Can we listen

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    to your song right now?

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    Please. Okay. Of course. I love this

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    song.

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    Is it weird to listen to your music? I

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    mean, I'm forced to listen to it a lot.

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    So, no, it's not weird. Is this your

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    first single? Mhm.

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    It's fun. It's so good. It's got like a

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    runaways Joan Jet vibe. Yeah. Oh, 100%.

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    100%. I know. I like it. And it's very

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    crunchy. Thanks, dude. Thanks. I'm

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    partial. It's so good to like music.

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    100%. I really like your music. Thank

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    you. It's very sweet. I really like your

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    music. I'm glad that you like it. It

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    would be [ __ ] if you hated it. Yeah. I

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    wouldn't tell you. You know what I mean?

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    But but it's This record is so good.

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    Congratulations. We're going to talk all

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    about it. Thanks. Um, how are you today?

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    How are you feeling today? Good. Renee

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    Rap. Yeah. I first met you without you

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    meeting me. So, I guess I should say I

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    first saw you on Tina Fay's phone.

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    Love. I mean, that's kind of like a sick

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    thing for me to know that that's where

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    you've first seen me. I'm like, "Oh my

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    god, it's so cute." I saw Tina said,

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    "Listen to this woman sing basically and

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    played a video of you singing and we

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    both kind of watched it together in awe

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    as I imagine a lot of people do when

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    they first hear you sing." Thanks. And

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    you were, you know, I think you were

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    already hired maybe at that point to do

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    Mean Girls. Um, which was, give us a

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    sense of what time that was. What year

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    was that? probably tw probably 2019,

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    right? And you were how old? 19. Dang.

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    And what do you remember around that

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    time about getting that part? I was just

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    like so entitled. I was just so

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    entitled. I was just like, "Yeah, okay,

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    sure thing." You were like, "I got it.

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    Nailed it." What? Do you remember the

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    audition? Yeah, totally. What was it

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    like?

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    I auditioned a bunch of times and when I

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    first auditioned I remember I was like I

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    need to dress really girly and at that

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    time in my life I was like

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    I mean I was dressing horrifically first

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    of all dressing like an infinity scarf a

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    legging like I was I was like my like

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    And you're telling me those are not

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    cool? Um no no no like I love a little

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    like small infinity scarf you know like

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    tiny knit. Yeah. But that was just like

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    I don't know. I was just dressing crazy.

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    I was dressing crazy. I had also like

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    just started making money. So I

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    discovered like athleisure and I was

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    like a musical theater person who was

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    moving to New York and I was like,

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    "Fuck, you guys all wear these little

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    [ __ ] Lululemon skirts." Right. Right.

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    Right. [ __ ] I got to get one. So I

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    was dressing crazy. So I was like, "All

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    right, I got to dress the part." Mhm.

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    And I looked [ __ ] insane. I just

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    looked so terrible. And I remember being

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    like, I can't walk in these heels and

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    this skirt is like making my ass sweat

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    so crazy. I have to go home. And I did a

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    terrible terrible first audition. It's

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    true. The wrong clothes can ruin you.

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    Yeah. Big time. [ __ ] you up. I I

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    hated it. Hated it. Hated it up. So then

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    the next audition I went back, changed

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    clothes, wore some pants, skinny jeans.

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    Hey, that was nice. And I looked less

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    bad. Mhm. Did better. What did you sing

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    for your audition? Do you remember? No,

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    but I remember that an ex-boyfriend

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    picked it out for me.

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    Yeah. Cuz I was like, he was a musical

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    theater major in college and just

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    smarter than I was. And he was like, oh,

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    I think I said something. I was like,

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    I'm going to sing like a Beyonce song.

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    And he was like like what the [ __ ] for

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    he's like like cool. But at that time it

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    wasn't like you know the girls weren't

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    doing pop like I think they are now.

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    Yeah. And um he gave me something. [ __ ]

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    I don't remember. He was like sing

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    something from HMS Pinnhor. Literally.

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    He was like in a color dream coat.

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    Exactly. Exactly. So, I remember I did

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    that and then after that the auditions I

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    went back I just had to sing songs from

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    the show and that was way [ __ ] easier

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    cuz I hate having to make decisions.

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    Written by the great Jeff Richmond.

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    Let's give it up for Jeff Richmond who's

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    an incredible musician and Tina's

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    husband and my friend for many years.

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    He's so talented. There are no two

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    people cuter. It's kind of outrageous.

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    They are a power couple. It is kind of

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    outrageous. And I am not the biggest fan

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    of musicals. Sorry. I like them. I don't

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    love them. I'm not either. love the Mean

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    Girls musical. I love the music in it.

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    It's really fun. It's really, really

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    fun. What was it like doing a Broadway

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    show and how many shows did you end up

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    doing before co hit? I mean, it was

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    super [ __ ] hard.

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    Um,

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    I don't know. I did like six and a half

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    months. So, I did like half of what

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    would have been my like contract. Um,

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    just I did a ton of [ __ ] shows. You

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    just do literally so many. Holy [ __ ]

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    And the hardest part of your day is at

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    the end of your day. Absolutely.

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    Actually, do you know what? No. The

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    hardest part of my day was like the

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    mental game of waking up and waiting the

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    entire day. Yeah. And planning your

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    entire life around doing a show at

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    night. And I want to I know you identify

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    prim, you know, like you identify gay.

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    Yes. We're going to talk about that. No.

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    No.

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    Rude. Yeah. But you identify as a

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    musician and singer in many ways more

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    than an actor, right? Is that Is that

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    true? I think so. Okay. But I do want to

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    just talk about the Jimmy Awards,

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    please. Because please, for people who

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    don't know what the Jimmy Awards are,

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    what are they for people who have never

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    seen them? The

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    most intense,

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    hormonal, um, scary. Yeah, scary. Really

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    intense. And I don't say that about

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    other people. I mean that more about

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    like myself. Like I was a [ __ ]

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    terror. I didn't make a friend the

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    entire week. So they're a high school

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    competition. Yeah. Okay. So yes,

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    actually. So what it is is a high school

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    theater. I'm like went way in. Yeah. No,

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    it's a high school theater competition

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    uh all across the country. Yes. Correct.

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    And everyone kind of competes and a lot

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    of like very famous people have been

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    discovered through the Jimmy Awards. You

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    being one of them. Do you feel like you

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    were discovered because you did the

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    Jimmy Awards? Like in many ways were you

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    I feel like I mean it definitely like it

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    definitely gave me like leverage because

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    I was like just just kind of an [ __ ]

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    and I was like you guys are going to pay

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    attention to me whether you like it or

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    not. Yeah. You were really feel like

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    that's the when I watch your performance

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    on it that is definitely what I feel is

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    this vibe of um I'm I've arrived and I'm

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    ready. You felt that then?

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    Like

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    Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, definitely. Have you

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    always been this kind of person, Renee?

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    Like a you had some kind of inner

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    compass that like tells you

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    you have. Yeah, definitely. Yeah. Where

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    do you think that comes from? I

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    literally have no idea. Like from

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    inception

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    to now, same way. Same way. Like always.

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    And don't get me wrong, like I think my

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    parents have those qualities.

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    Absolutely. But like even before, you

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    know, when you're like a little tiny

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    thing and you start to sort of like take

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    on parts of your own personality and as

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    those become, you know, what they are, I

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    was always like just like super driven,

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    crazy, like little bit angry and like

  359. 14:39

    ready to go. That's And do you think you

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    like and this is a little woowoo, but do

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    you think you've lived before? Do you

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    think you've been here before? Cuz

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    that's a very, you know, it's like did

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    you think you arrived with some like are

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    you a reincarnated?

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    No, there's no way cuz I wouldn't have

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    come back. I'd be like, I'm not doing

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    this [ __ ] again. I'm like, I'm not doing

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    that [ __ ] again. No, this is your first

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    time. You're so centered. Got to be.

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    From a little from a young age, you know

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    who you are. Definitely. I I think I'm

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    just very like I just always been very

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    feisty. Yeah. But also when when I was

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    like being born I guess when I was being

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    born and like in when I was there being

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    born when I was like shooting out my mom

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    uh like chose my first and last name to

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    be well okay arguably chose my first and

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    last name to both have like ours.

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    just in case she um wants to be a pop

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    star,

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    which is so [ __ ] assed.

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    And I'm obsessed with the way she did

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    it. I'm like, thank you, God. She gave

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    you a pop star name just in case because

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    Renee Rap is a huge pop star name. It's

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    a really good one. And Renee Rap is a

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    huge pop star. Yeah. Um, do you remember

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    the moment when you sang or when you

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    watched people realize that you had an

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    exceptional voice? You have an

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    exceptional voice, beautiful voice that

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    can do don't so many things. And

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    everybody says like, "Oh, my kid's a

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    good singer. You know, my daughter loves

  397. 16:12

    to sing." Whatever. But there is always

  398. 16:14

    a moment where somebody sings and

  399. 16:16

    everyone looks at each other and says,

  400. 16:18

    "Holy [ __ ] she's really good." Do you

  401. 16:20

    remember a moment where you or someone

  402. 16:23

    locked in and knew you know your

  403. 16:25

    ambition and talent were matching? Mm-

  404. 16:29

    It didn't match for a very long time.

  405. 16:31

    Really? No, I don't think. Well, are you

  406. 16:34

    hard on yourself? 100%. But also, my

  407. 16:37

    parents were never like, "My kid's a

  408. 16:40

    [ __ ] star." Yeah. They were like like

  409. 16:42

    I would I would like come off of like a

  410. 16:45

    stage or even like I played a lot of

  411. 16:46

    sports growing up come off the field

  412. 16:47

    like court whatever and they'd be like

  413. 16:50

    you know where you messed up and I'd be

  414. 16:52

    like I'm five this is crazy this is

  415. 16:56

    crazy but also my dad has relative pitch

  416. 16:59

    so he's very musically inclined relative

  417. 17:02

    pitch so basically like if I was flat

  418. 17:05

    he'd know like he has a really good ear

  419. 17:08

    really good ear so he was always like

  420. 17:13

    you you know where you were flat, right?

  421. 17:15

    So I was I was like [ __ ] So they were

  422. 17:17

    really getting you trained like you're

  423. 17:19

    you're are you trained or did you ever

  424. 17:21

    do any musical training like any I did

  425. 17:23

    like I was in choir. Yeah, I was in

  426. 17:26

    choir. I took piano lessons um when I

  427. 17:29

    was a kid but they give me panic

  428. 17:32

    attacks. I got very stressed and I would

  429. 17:34

    start crying. So I stopped. Good. Got

  430. 17:38

    rid of that. But I did I feel like choir

  431. 17:41

    was like how I learned kind of how to

  432. 17:43

    like blend. So I don't want to say like

  433. 17:46

    no I have no training. What were you?

  434. 17:48

    Were you alto? What were you in your I

  435. 17:50

    was alto in choir. You have the hardest

  436. 17:53

    lines. Thank you so much. You have the

  437. 17:54

    hardest lines. Yeah. Cuz altos sing like

  438. 17:58

    they're far away from the choir and

  439. 18:01

    singing a different song. Yes. Oh 100%.

  440. 18:03

    They're just like and I will.

  441. 18:07

    Yeah. And the sopranos or what were you?

  442. 18:09

    Were you soprano? I was I was a soprano.

  443. 18:11

    Congrats. I was a soprano. Thank you.

  444. 18:13

    But also sopranos are [ __ ] Like if

  445. 18:15

    you're a soprano

  446. 18:17

    like oh congratulations. You you get to

  447. 18:19

    sing the song, right? Exactly. The altos

  448. 18:21

    have to sing some weird durge that is

  449. 18:24

    underneath. Not even of course. It's

  450. 18:26

    like you know the um All I Want for

  451. 18:28

    Christmas is what the [ __ ] alto line.

  452. 18:31

    Okay. What is it? It's just like Okay.

  453. 18:34

    You sing the I don't want to for

  454. 18:36

    Christmas. There is just one thing I

  455. 18:40

    need. And I

  456. 18:45

    like it's the same [ __ ] the whole song.

  457. 18:49

    And that's exactly what being an alto in

  458. 18:51

    a choir is. And then occasionally having

  459. 18:54

    to memorize the most difficult line of

  460. 18:58

    music that has nothing to do with what

  461. 19:00

    the song is. Couldn't be less. It is so

  462. 19:03

    confusing. And you know what happens

  463. 19:05

    when those altos go away? The song falls

  464. 19:07

    apart. Falls apart. You have like a very

  465. 19:09

    shrill pitchy soprano and like tenor

  466. 19:12

    boys who are like not at all developed

  467. 19:14

    yet singing like [ __ ] Yeah. The altos

  468. 19:17

    are gone. The bottom of the pyramid. The

  469. 19:19

    altos are like when you do the

  470. 19:20

    cheerleader pyramid. If all those bottom

  471. 19:23

    gals decided to just leave. What are you

  472. 19:26

    What are you doing when the bottoms are

  473. 19:27

    gone? We always say that. What are you

  474. 19:29

    going to do when the bottoms are gone?

  475. 19:31

    Nothing to top. Nothing. Nothing to top.

  476. 19:34

    No one to top if the altos are removed.

  477. 19:36

    That's why my girlfriend needs me.

  478. 19:38

    That's it, right? She needs me. It's

  479. 19:40

    interesting what I'm realizing is I'm

  480. 19:42

    asking you these like Yeah. technical

  481. 19:44

    questions, but I'm realizing how you

  482. 19:46

    come to singing is very intuitive. It's

  483. 19:48

    like what you're feeling in the moment.

  484. 19:50

    Totally. So, do you do vocal warm-ups?

  485. 19:52

    No. Incredible. Hate. Can't do it. Don't

  486. 19:55

    like them. Mhm. Don't like them. Makes

  487. 19:57

    me too anxious. Puts me in my head.

  488. 19:59

    Anytime I've ever done a warm-up before

  489. 20:05

    a performance,

  490. 20:07

    I have done. So, [ __ ] That is so

  491. 20:11

    interesting. I I can understand that cuz

  492. 20:13

    it then becomes very important. Yeah.

  493. 20:16

    And I'm like thinking about it and I'm

  494. 20:18

    thinking about the like different

  495. 20:20

    technicalities or whatever my voice and

  496. 20:22

    I don't that's not how I learned how to

  497. 20:26

    sing. So, I don't think

  498. 20:29

    Whenever I try and do that, it's kind of

  499. 20:31

    like going back on the actual thing that

  500. 20:34

    I know how to do. How did you learn how

  501. 20:36

    to sing? How would you describe it?

  502. 20:37

    Listen to Beyonce. Tried to match it.

  503. 20:40

    Like genuinely like I was like, "Well,

  504. 20:43

    this is it." Yeah. So, I got to do that.

  505. 20:46

    Yes. You know, you like you let music

  506. 20:49

    come from all around you and you and

  507. 20:51

    like you you brought music in and you're

  508. 20:53

    less concerned about trying to be 100%.

  509. 20:57

    Yeah. 100%. Have you met and talked to

  510. 20:59

    Beyonce?

  511. 21:01

    I I have met

  512. 21:04

    I have met Beyonce. Would you like to

  513. 21:06

    tell us? Would you like to tell us how?

  514. 21:08

    I was forced. Okay. By management. No.

  515. 21:12

    Um by one of my best friends who is like

  516. 21:17

    just she will always introduce me to

  517. 21:19

    someone. Always. She's like you must.

  518. 21:22

    And for Beyonce she was like this is

  519. 21:24

    your like hero. like this is your set

  520. 21:28

    the scene. Where were you? So, we were

  521. 21:30

    at a party after I just told everybody

  522. 21:33

    um at this Oscars party that Nemo was

  523. 21:35

    the best film ever made and they're

  524. 21:37

    like, "Cool, she's going to work for a

  525. 21:39

    long time."

  526. 21:41

    and we went to an afterparty and I was

  527. 21:45

    with like two or three of my really good

  528. 21:47

    friends and my friend Cara is like the

  529. 21:51

    best person to have out with you because

  530. 21:53

    she is like your biggest cheerleader

  531. 21:55

    ever. Is that Cara Deivine? Yes. She

  532. 21:59

    like she will take you she just like

  533. 22:03

    will literally she'll be like Rene I got

  534. 22:05

    to like hold you for a sec. like she's

  535. 22:06

    like one of the greatest friends on

  536. 22:07

    planet Earth, but knows how much I love

  537. 22:09

    Beyonce and is really fearless about it.

  538. 22:13

    And um I was like, "Oh my [ __ ] god."

  539. 22:16

    I was like, "Byc is literally standing

  540. 22:18

    here. That's so crazy." And the whole

  541. 22:20

    day she had been saying she was like,

  542. 22:21

    "We're just going to introduce you to

  543. 22:22

    her like like they invited you. Like

  544. 22:24

    it's okay. Like she like you guys like

  545. 22:26

    I'm sure that she loves you." I was

  546. 22:28

    like, "No, no, no. Like we really should

  547. 22:30

    like tone it down." Mhm. And I was Did

  548. 22:35

    you see her in the room? Yeah. No,

  549. 22:37

    definitely. Okay. You had some liquid

  550. 22:38

    courage. She was in the room. Yeah, she

  551. 22:40

    was in the room. And um very blonde and

  552. 22:43

    I think like probably the most beautiful

  553. 22:45

    person I've ever seen um in real life

  554. 22:49

    ever. And I love my girlfriend, but like

  555. 22:52

    she knows you don't compete where you

  556. 22:53

    can't compare. And I I like that saying.

  557. 22:57

    Can't like can't like what are you going

  558. 22:58

    to do? You put anyone in a category with

  559. 23:00

    Beyonce, it's going down. So, sure. Cara

  560. 23:04

    was like, "You must say hi to her." I'm

  561. 23:05

    like getting so anxious talking about

  562. 23:06

    it. It makes me I'm like, I could vomit.

  563. 23:09

    She was like, "You have to." And I was

  564. 23:11

    like, "You walk me up there, [ __ ] and

  565. 23:13

    I will kill you. I'll kill you in front

  566. 23:15

    of everybody here." Sounds like you

  567. 23:17

    meant the opposite.

  568. 23:19

    The truth is I didn't. You didn't. Oh,

  569. 23:22

    she dragged me. And I was like having

  570. 23:24

    such a like a visceral rea. I was like,

  571. 23:26

    "This is my hero. I can't do this. I

  572. 23:28

    would never even like want to bother her

  573. 23:30

    or anything. And

  574. 23:33

    I just And she was like, "Oh my god."

  575. 23:34

    Hi. I was like, "You don't have to do

  576. 23:37

    that. It's okay." Um, love you. Lovely

  577. 23:41

    to meet you. You got really sleepy. And

  578. 23:43

    I I just was like I like couldn't look

  579. 23:45

    at her at all. I also was super um I

  580. 23:49

    love to have a good time and I was gone.

  581. 23:51

    So I was like, "Hey, so nice to meet

  582. 23:53

    you. Thanks for having was like, you

  583. 23:54

    know, you like basically you hurried her

  584. 23:56

    along. Oh, she didn't get a word in

  585. 23:58

    edgewise. I was like, I got to go. And

  586. 23:59

    she was like, oh, it's so lovely. I

  587. 24:01

    said, no, no, don't even worry about

  588. 24:02

    that.

  589. 24:04

    You just have a good night, ma'am. I'm

  590. 24:06

    going to head on out. We're going to get

  591. 24:07

    you in the car now and you're going to

  592. 24:08

    we're going to get you home because

  593. 24:10

    literally I turned around maybe 3 ft.

  594. 24:13

    Middle of a party. Middle of a party.

  595. 24:16

    Screamed top of my lungs. Turned around

  596. 24:18

    at Cara and I was like And she was still

  597. 24:21

    very close. Yeah, she was super close. I

  598. 24:22

    could have walked a bit further, but I

  599. 24:25

    was so I was like, I can't do this. It

  600. 24:28

    was the greatest night of my life. Do

  601. 24:29

    you want Do you want to meet her again?

  602. 24:31

    And do you think you'll be cooler when

  603. 24:32

    you No, that's it. We can't talk. You

  604. 24:35

    mean like sometimes you just don't want

  605. 24:37

    to meet I can't I can't also she'll be

  606. 24:40

    like this woman just screamed like 2

  607. 24:41

    feet away from me and I'll be like I

  608. 24:42

    totally did. I'm so sorry. Like how

  609. 24:44

    could I ever do that around your your

  610. 24:46

    ears? She probably is used to people

  611. 24:48

    like hearing people totally Yeah. tweak

  612. 24:52

    tweak after they meet her. For sure. I

  613. 24:54

    once met Prince at SNL. Um he came off

  614. 24:57

    stage after doing soundcheck and walked

  615. 24:59

    past me and I said, "How was your

  616. 25:01

    summer?" That was what I said to him.

  617. 25:03

    What did he say? He was like, he just

  618. 25:05

    went like, "Hey." You know,

  619. 25:08

    like, "Can you imagine that being the

  620. 25:10

    question you asked Prince?" Yeah. Um

  621. 25:12

    terrible. No, it's good. Okay. Let me

  622. 25:14

    talk about your album. Okay. Because

  623. 25:17

    this music, your record, what's the name

  624. 25:18

    of your record? Bite me. Amazing. Yeah.

  625. 25:22

    I kind of forgot was like I was like,

  626. 25:25

    "Yeah, got it." Yeah. Okay. Bite me. So

  627. 25:27

    incredible. And it is very I was talking

  628. 25:30

    to you when we were Hold on. I got to

  629. 25:31

    play the song. Go because um stream my

  630. 25:36

    [ __ ] Yeah. Okay. So that's what music

  631. 25:37

    is is you stream it now. I guess. Yeah.

  632. 25:40

    You just stream it now.

  633. 25:44

    [Applause]

  634. 25:45

    It's funny that you say cannonball.

  635. 25:47

    Sorry. You're so cute. No, please don't.

  636. 25:50

    Hold on. Nana needs to listen to it

  637. 25:51

    again. Hold on, Nana. Um, come on, Nana.

  638. 25:54

    It's funny. Come on, Nana. Let's go.

  639. 25:55

    Nana's get on up.

  640. 25:59

    No, but you know what's funny that you

  641. 26:01

    say cannonball in it cuz it did have a

  642. 26:03

    Breeders vibe. Like there's a heavy like

  643. 26:06

    PJ Harvey vibe like and what and what I

  644. 26:11

    like about your music is I feel like I'm

  645. 26:14

    in conversation with you. You You're in

  646. 26:16

    conversation with us. Totally. I mean

  647. 26:18

    hopefully yeah and there's not to get

  648. 26:20

    too you know like but I did um you know

  649. 26:23

    I don't always do research on the guests

  650. 26:25

    cuz like I understand um cuz I'm like

  651. 26:28

    it's okay of course but um I did listen

  652. 26:30

    to all of your songs many many times. Oh

  653. 26:32

    my god. Thank you. And so I just want to

  654. 26:34

    I want everyone to know that but no but

  655. 26:36

    um two songs that the one Why is she

  656. 26:39

    still here and I can't be is it I can't

  657. 26:41

    be around you anymore. Oh yeah. Yeah.

  658. 26:44

    Those two songs everyone listen to those

  659. 26:47

    two. They feel like they're from the

  660. 26:50

    perspective of a two women in the same

  661. 26:52

    like it it's it's very cool coupling

  662. 26:55

    those two songs. They're great songs.

  663. 26:57

    Thank you. Thank you. They're they're

  664. 26:59

    like some of my favorites. That is true.

  665. 27:01

    They're kind of A and B to each other.

  666. 27:02

    Right. One is like why is she still

  667. 27:04

    here? What's going on? And the other is

  668. 27:07

    there's something going on. We can't

  669. 27:09

    really handle and I can't be around you

  670. 27:11

    anymore is that's a killer song. Thank

  671. 27:14

    you. I I'm obsessed with that song. I

  672. 27:16

    love that song. And that's a good

  673. 27:17

    example, I feel like, of where you're

  674. 27:19

    able to show like show restraint cuz you

  675. 27:21

    have to kind of sing it. You're you're

  676. 27:23

    you're singing it in a way that really

  677. 27:25

    makes us feel some like really feel it

  678. 27:28

    deeply. It's so good. Thanks. It's

  679. 27:30

    really It's It's going to be a late

  680. 27:32

    night driving song for a lot of people.

  681. 27:34

    That's

  682. 27:36

    it is for me. Yeah. 100%. And it's going

  683. 27:38

    to be the kind of song that people send

  684. 27:40

    to each other like, "Hey." And they're

  685. 27:41

    just going to send it and be like, "I

  686. 27:43

    can't see you anymore cuz we're we have

  687. 27:45

    too much chemistry." Hey, girl. Exo. XO.

  688. 27:48

    They're like, "We're actually I mean, is

  689. 27:50

    there anything hotter than being like,

  690. 27:51

    "We can't see each other anymore." So

  691. 27:53

    hot. Yeah. It's like, "We literally

  692. 27:55

    can't. We have You have to leave me

  693. 27:56

    alone." Of course. So then you do. You

  694. 27:58

    have to see that person again. Yeah.

  695. 28:00

    Must all the time. You can't you you

  696. 28:02

    have to, but you can't. It's too

  697. 28:04

    dangerous. It's forbidden. It's

  698. 28:06

    forbidden. Romeo and Juliet. Damsel.

  699. 28:08

    [ __ ] Balcony. Yeah. Yeah. Speaking of

  700. 28:12

    suicide, balcony suicide. Balcony

  701. 28:15

    suicide. Um, watch. Speaking of love,

  702. 28:18

    suicide.

  703. 28:21

    Speaking of love. Mhm. How did you meet

  704. 28:24

    your girlfriend? Um, similarly locked

  705. 28:27

    her in my house. Kind of same thing to

  706. 28:29

    Beyonce. Um, Toa Bird for people who

  707. 28:33

    don't know, an incredible musician,

  708. 28:36

    um, opened for you and was kind of

  709. 28:39

    discovered. um like online, right? Like

  710. 28:42

    performing and doing videos like during

  711. 28:44

    the pandemic online. Yes. Yeah. We

  712. 28:45

    always joke around that we're like the

  713. 28:47

    two Tik Tok signings at at our at our

  714. 28:50

    label. I had known of her for like the

  715. 28:52

    longest time cuz she's super talented

  716. 28:54

    and is really sexy. And so obviously I

  717. 28:59

    knew of her and um cuz all the sexy you

  718. 29:02

    you clock all the sexy. Yeah. Yeah. I

  719. 29:04

    have like a rolodex. I got a list and

  720. 29:05

    like who's hot. Got it. Um, but yeah,

  721. 29:10

    she I was I just always like thought she

  722. 29:12

    was just so [ __ ] cool. And I had

  723. 29:16

    asked one of my best friends to

  724. 29:18

    introduce me to her. And

  725. 29:22

    yeah, I was like, "You have to introduce

  726. 29:23

    me to her." He was like, "I don't know

  727. 29:24

    if she's like um in a place in her life

  728. 29:27

    where she's like wanting to like meet

  729. 29:29

    anyone." I was like, "I really couldn't

  730. 29:30

    give a [ __ ] less." Um I'm not either,

  731. 29:33

    but I'm going to meet her. We need to be

  732. 29:35

    at least be friends. Yeah. You were

  733. 29:37

    like, I there's something about her that

  734. 29:39

    feels Yeah. I was like, I need like I I

  735. 29:42

    need to know her like super bad. And so

  736. 29:45

    then he introduced me to her and she was

  737. 29:47

    so [ __ ] mean to me. And I was like,

  738. 29:50

    wait, in what way? That loved it. But

  739. 29:53

    she's scary. She's like, yeah, well,

  740. 29:56

    she's like from the UK, so like her

  741. 29:58

    humor is also super different, but she's

  742. 30:00

    also just such a [ __ ] Tell what did

  743. 30:02

    she say? Well, I was like, I've heard so

  744. 30:05

    much about you. And she was like, "Why

  745. 30:07

    are you talking so much about me then?"

  746. 30:09

    And I was like, "She's really negging

  747. 30:10

    you." Yeah. I was like, "Oh my god." And

  748. 30:12

    then speaking of negging, the next time

  749. 30:14

    we talked, I was We were talking about

  750. 30:16

    Cars cuz I love Cars and also the movie.

  751. 30:20

    Good animated film. Holy [ __ ] I always

  752. 30:23

    say, "Holy shit." I always say that

  753. 30:25

    Larry the Cable Guy should have been

  754. 30:26

    nominated for an Oscar. I mean, it's

  755. 30:28

    horrible. His performance as to

  756. 30:31

    unfucking real.

  757. 30:33

    hear laughter and that's rude because

  758. 30:35

    it's true. It is true. He his

  759. 30:37

    performance is incredible in cars. No,

  760. 30:38

    it's it's stunning. Agree. It's

  761. 30:39

    stunning. I just rewatched Cars too

  762. 30:41

    recently. I cried in bed obsessed with

  763. 30:43

    it. But anyway, how [ __ ] Oh, okay. So,

  764. 30:46

    we were talking about cars and she was

  765. 30:48

    telling me what kind of car she drove at

  766. 30:50

    the time and I was like, "Oh, that's so

  767. 30:51

    interesting. I wouldn't like peg you for

  768. 30:52

    someone who would drive a car." And she

  769. 30:54

    looked at me or who would drive a car

  770. 30:55

    who would drive that kind of car. And

  771. 30:56

    she was like, "Oh, you don't want to peg

  772. 30:58

    me?" And I was like I was like, "Oh my

  773. 31:00

    god." I was freaking I was like freak. I

  774. 31:02

    was like, I am so confident and so like

  775. 31:05

    she she she o she she over she went over

  776. 31:08

    the top. She she topped a top. She

  777. 31:11

    literally topped to top. She outflirted

  778. 31:13

    me. She tiptoed. She tip top to top. She

  779. 31:15

    tiptoed on my top. You like confidence.

  780. 31:18

    Love. Okay. Love. And what would be

  781. 31:22

    Okay, so she's super confident and then

  782. 31:24

    you're like, "Okay, now now she's a

  783. 31:26

    challenge." Yeah, of course. I was like,

  784. 31:27

    "Now now I'm like you just you you you

  785. 31:30

    want me so bad. Just say it. You want

  786. 31:32

    me. That is true. Yeah. It was awesome.

  787. 31:34

    Yeah. And so then you started dating.

  788. 31:37

    Yeah. Then we started dating. And then

  789. 31:38

    who said I love you first? She she told

  790. 31:42

    me I'm so sorry but she told me we were

  791. 31:46

    sat on the beach and hi um out of our

  792. 31:51

    minds. Okay. Sorry. And I was so beyond

  793. 31:56

    in love with her. Like I've never been

  794. 31:58

    so scared to like fall in love with

  795. 32:00

    somebody in my life. I was like, "Oh

  796. 32:01

    Jesus." I was like, "We're either going

  797. 32:02

    to get married or I can never speak to

  798. 32:04

    her again." Like it's like that kind of

  799. 32:06

    like I just am so I like worship her. I

  800. 32:10

    think she's perfect. And yeah, she was

  801. 32:14

    like, "I think I'm falling in love with

  802. 32:15

    you." And I literally didn't answer.

  803. 32:16

    Didn't say a word. I'm on shrooms. The

  804. 32:20

    sun is setting. I'm like, "It's a bit

  805. 32:22

    cold. There's like a Tik Tocker behind

  806. 32:25

    us that I'm obsessed with." Who? Which

  807. 32:26

    one? Her name is Flossy Baby. Oh, I

  808. 32:28

    know. Flossy Baby. She couldn't be more

  809. 32:30

    hilarious. She was behind you during it.

  810. 32:32

    She's behind us on the beach, but I

  811. 32:34

    can't say anything to her cuz I'm like,

  812. 32:35

    Flossy, she doesn't know me at this

  813. 32:37

    point. Yeah. A lot going on. Yeah, we

  814. 32:39

    know each other now cuz I broke

  815. 32:40

    everything down to her on to's birthday

  816. 32:41

    cuz I invited her. I said, you don't

  817. 32:42

    understand what a big part of our lives

  818. 32:44

    you are. Flossy baby. I'm obsessed with

  819. 32:47

    her. And so to was telling me this and I

  820. 32:50

    was like and but I was hi distracted by

  821. 32:53

    Flossy Baby. I was like I was like I was

  822. 32:56

    like there's no way she just said this

  823. 32:57

    to me and what if I'm receiving it wrong

  824. 32:59

    because of things that are impairing uh

  825. 33:02

    yeah my thought process and natural

  826. 33:04

    plants. So I didn't say anything and I

  827. 33:06

    said

  828. 33:08

    repeat one more time and she was like

  829. 33:11

    are you [ __ ] kidding me right now? I

  830. 33:13

    was like sorry sorry let me lock back

  831. 33:14

    in. I love you too. Like I was like of

  832. 33:17

    course and it was the craziest I love

  833. 33:20

    you too. Of course I wait love you too.

  834. 33:22

    I love you too. Of course, honey, you're

  835. 33:24

    so cute. And yeah, I was just like, I'm

  836. 33:27

    obsessed with you. And Flossy Baby's

  837. 33:28

    here, too. It was awesome. It was

  838. 33:31

    awesome. It was so fun. It was so fun.

  839. 33:34

    Wow. So, it really feels like real true,

  840. 33:38

    beautiful love. I love love. That's so

  841. 33:41

    great. And what is it like working

  842. 33:43

    together? You guys have been on like do

  843. 33:45

    you tour together now still? We did. I

  844. 33:47

    mean, she'll we'll like we'll go out for

  845. 33:50

    shows for Will she be playing with you

  846. 33:52

    for any of these shows that you're going

  847. 33:53

    to do? 100%. Wow. What's that like? How

  848. 33:56

    do you stay

  849. 33:58

    in love and work together? It's not

  850. 34:01

    always easy. No, I mean she like I think

  851. 34:04

    I just respect her so much as a musician

  852. 34:06

    that

  853. 34:08

    I

  854. 34:09

    am kind of always looking to her. Um,

  855. 34:13

    like seeking her approval kind of sounds

  856. 34:16

    like she's doing something really

  857. 34:17

    terrible to me, but like I'm like I'm

  858. 34:19

    always Yeah. Like I want to know. I I

  859. 34:22

    really respect her opinion. I really

  860. 34:24

    respect her opinion. And I think she has

  861. 34:25

    amazing taste. And I think that there

  862. 34:28

    are so many things and and ways that

  863. 34:30

    she's so much smarter than me. And I

  864. 34:32

    love having that in a partner because I

  865. 34:35

    want to learn from her all the time. Um,

  866. 34:39

    but there have also been times where

  867. 34:40

    like we've worked in sessions together

  868. 34:42

    and we're writing for each other's

  869. 34:44

    projects and um, she's super fun to

  870. 34:47

    write with. so easy to collaborate with.

  871. 34:50

    And I don't think I'm as much like that

  872. 34:52

    for her cuz we were writing and God

  873. 34:54

    bless her, we we like left and I was

  874. 34:57

    like, "You seem you seem a bit upset

  875. 34:59

    with me." And she was like, "No, I just

  876. 35:02

    like I don't think I I don't think you

  877. 35:04

    needed to like nitpick my vocals all

  878. 35:08

    that much." And I was like, "Got it, got

  879. 35:10

    it, got it." So, what had happened was I

  880. 35:12

    was like trying to vocal produce her on

  881. 35:14

    like a demo for like the better part of

  882. 35:17

    an hour and a half and I was like again

  883. 35:20

    again. You were like I I I can tell when

  884. 35:22

    you're a little flat. Yeah. Is it Sorry.

  885. 35:24

    Do you know where you were wrong? She

  886. 35:26

    was like cool. So, I don't know if she

  887. 35:28

    wants to work with me again, but but I

  888. 35:31

    love working with her. Love working with

  889. 35:33

    her. I don't think I'm maybe the person

  890. 35:34

    for her, which I totally get. I'm a bit

  891. 35:37

    neurotic. It's funny. You are a bit

  892. 35:40

    neurotic. You don't seem neurotic. Um,

  893. 35:42

    in like a studio setting, I I'm pretty

  894. 35:45

    insufferable to be around. You want to

  895. 35:46

    get it right. Yeah, it's got to be. It's

  896. 35:49

    got to be it.

  897. 35:57

    the two of you are very very sweet

  898. 35:59

    together and very very like you know I

  899. 36:02

    know that the you know the people that

  900. 36:03

    are fans of yours like already know this

  901. 36:05

    but

  902. 36:07

    you're very um you're very sweet example

  903. 36:11

    I think of like a beautiful young

  904. 36:14

    lesbian couple that are very open and

  905. 36:18

    very loving in real time and it goes

  906. 36:21

    back to I think Renee something that's

  907. 36:23

    very special about you which is you very

  908. 36:26

    generously like shared

  909. 36:29

    in many ways with the world your own

  910. 36:31

    journey about how you wanted to identify

  911. 36:34

    and I'm thinking about this story that I

  912. 36:36

    heard when you did SNL

  913. 36:40

    and you were working with the writer

  914. 36:41

    Celeste and do you want to tell that

  915. 36:43

    story? I mean it's the best. It's the

  916. 36:45

    incredible story. It's so it's it's the

  917. 36:47

    best. I So they Celeste and a couple of

  918. 36:51

    other people had written into the skit

  919. 36:54

    that I was doing. Um they're like,

  920. 36:57

    "Okay, we're going to call you a little

  921. 36:58

    bisexual intern." And at that time I was

  922. 37:01

    like very like publicly bisexual. I had

  923. 37:03

    been for a very long time. And like in

  924. 37:06

    private I was like talking with my

  925. 37:07

    girlfriend and a lot of my friends for

  926. 37:09

    the last maybe like 8 months before that

  927. 37:11

    of being like I actually like don't

  928. 37:13

    really feel very like by at the moment.

  929. 37:16

    And I feel like very much like a lesbian

  930. 37:19

    and like it feels so nice and like that

  931. 37:22

    word feels amazing and feels very like

  932. 37:24

    euphoric for me. So I was like do you

  933. 37:27

    think that we could just change it to

  934. 37:29

    like gay? cuz I was honestly a little I

  935. 37:31

    don't know like labeling yourself

  936. 37:33

    publicly is

  937. 37:35

    really really really empowering and also

  938. 37:39

    I think can be kind of intimidating

  939. 37:42

    because you're like Jesus [ __ ] Christ

  940. 37:44

    this feels so good for me right now and

  941. 37:46

    I don't want to go by something that

  942. 37:48

    doesn't feel correct but I'm also going

  943. 37:51

    to like give myself the willingness to

  944. 37:53

    be like what if in 10 years I don't like

  945. 37:56

    that identity either and I just want I

  946. 38:00

    don't know like what if in 10 years I'm

  947. 38:01

    completely different in terms of my

  948. 38:03

    identity and sexuality or like my gender

  949. 38:05

    expression, anything like that. Or if I

  950. 38:08

    decide to be a really nice person, then

  951. 38:10

    I want to be like, wait, I'm [ __ ]

  952. 38:11

    nice now, right? I want to have the

  953. 38:13

    grace to be able to change from being a

  954. 38:15

    [ __ ] to being a sweetheart. So,

  955. 38:17

    whatever. But yeah, I I was just like I

  956. 38:20

    maybe like gay, I don't know. And

  957. 38:22

    Celeste was like, "Fuck yeah." Like

  958. 38:24

    literally whatever you want. And I was

  959. 38:25

    like, "Okay, a [ __ ] love Celeste."

  960. 38:28

    And then I was talking to Bowen about it

  961. 38:30

    and I was like I kind of just want to be

  962. 38:32

    like

  963. 38:34

    like slur. No, I kind of just want to be

  964. 38:36

    like like lesbian. I was like I'm just

  965. 38:38

    going to kind of do it. And I called Toa

  966. 38:40

    and then I was like babe I think I'm

  967. 38:42

    just going to like rip like I think it

  968. 38:43

    like feels good also to like come out as

  969. 38:46

    a lesbian and like SNL is like pretty

  970. 38:48

    [ __ ] I was like I'm going to do it for

  971. 38:50

    sure. And I was also like, "Okay, I'm

  972. 38:53

    probably going to disappoint a lot of

  973. 38:54

    people who felt like they connected with

  974. 38:56

    like the very openly bisexual part of

  975. 38:58

    me, and I'm also probably going to piss

  976. 38:59

    a lot of other people off." And I was

  977. 39:01

    like, "Okay, what else do I live to do

  978. 39:03

    other than like cause like a

  979. 39:04

    controversy? Sue me." Like, fine. Okay.

  980. 39:08

    What a big [ __ ] problem. So then I

  981. 39:10

    just I wanted to do it and Bowen and

  982. 39:12

    Celeste and everybody were like, "Hell

  983. 39:14

    yeah." What's been the feedback?

  984. 39:17

    What how did it feel to do it? And what

  985. 39:19

    did anything change after you did it? I

  986. 39:21

    mean, I definitely I kind of just like

  987. 39:23

    didn't even like look online afterward

  988. 39:25

    cuz I was like I don't How did it feel

  989. 39:27

    in your life? In your real life?

  990. 39:29

    Nothing. Amazing. So [ __ ] good. Like

  991. 39:32

    so [ __ ] good. I think also just like

  992. 39:34

    being from somewhere incredibly rural.

  993. 39:38

    Um, you know, you

  994. 39:42

    I don't know like you don't like it's

  995. 39:45

    just like it's like [ __ ] like Maggot

  996. 39:47

    Town where I grew up at and like it

  997. 39:49

    always has been and it's probably better

  998. 39:51

    now than it was when I was a kid or it's

  999. 39:53

    10 times worse in so many ways. So I

  1000. 39:56

    think for me I was like it was it was

  1001. 39:59

    really interesting because I think a lot

  1002. 40:00

    of the people who I grew up around who

  1003. 40:02

    were incredibly homophobic are very

  1004. 40:04

    supportive of me now that I am like a

  1005. 40:08

    public person because I think the idea

  1006. 40:11

    of fame and wealth can sometimes trump

  1007. 40:14

    hate if it's close in proximity which is

  1008. 40:17

    really [ __ ] frustrating cuz I'm like

  1009. 40:19

    I know you don't like anybody else who's

  1010. 40:21

    gay and you don't like me either. You

  1011. 40:23

    just like the idea of the closeness to

  1012. 40:26

    like something that is very shallow. So

  1013. 40:29

    much so that you're willing to like put

  1014. 40:31

    your bigotry to the side for a second to

  1015. 40:33

    be like, "Oh, I babysat her." I'm like,

  1016. 40:35

    "No, you're a [ __ ] homophobe and I

  1017. 40:37

    don't like you to the day and I will

  1018. 40:40

    never like you." My neighbors are

  1019. 40:41

    boycotting Target for having like a

  1020. 40:43

    pride line. I'm like, "I could give a

  1021. 40:45

    [ __ ] about y'all. I could give a [ __ ]

  1022. 40:47

    about y'all." So that in that way really

  1023. 40:50

    frustrated me cuz I was like you don't

  1024. 40:52

    get to be like supportive of this thing

  1025. 40:54

    now that it's easy for you and fun for

  1026. 40:56

    you and something for you to [ __ ]

  1027. 40:58

    brag about. Yeah. You must feel very

  1028. 41:00

    used. So used. So used. And then on the

  1029. 41:05

    other side of that, I like love being a

  1030. 41:08

    lesbian and I love the lesbian community

  1031. 41:10

    so much and I love like the communities

  1032. 41:11

    surrounding lesbians that like

  1033. 41:15

    like really [ __ ] with us. I don't know.

  1034. 41:16

    So there's like there's really bad and

  1035. 41:19

    there's really really good. Yeah. Yeah.

  1036. 41:21

    Um I also like I love to watch people

  1037. 41:24

    come out publicly who feel like they can

  1038. 41:27

    and then like change their identity or

  1039. 41:30

    not. It's just kind of I don't know.

  1040. 41:32

    It's not for everyone but like for me it

  1041. 41:34

    was definitely an integral part of my

  1042. 41:36

    life. Well I think what you're talking

  1043. 41:38

    about is that by doing it you're just

  1044. 41:41

    kind of like leading by example. this

  1045. 41:44

    idea that

  1046. 41:46

    everything doesn't have to be so

  1047. 41:48

    serious. Like you can decide if as long

  1048. 41:50

    as it's you deciding like then you can

  1049. 41:53

    decide however and whenever and wherever

  1050. 41:55

    you want. It can be in your parents

  1051. 41:57

    house. It can be on SNL. It can be in a

  1052. 42:00

    relationship. Like that is I think what

  1053. 42:04

    if I may speak for myself like what Gen

  1054. 42:06

    Z has done for me, right? What young

  1055. 42:09

    people do for me is I came up at a time

  1056. 42:11

    when labels meant meant so much. They

  1057. 42:15

    were

  1058. 42:16

    not only were they lifelong, they were

  1059. 42:18

    like tattoos, right? So people were very

  1060. 42:21

    very afraid like what if I get something

  1061. 42:23

    wrong? Basically, what if I get it wrong

  1062. 42:25

    or like to your point, what if I want to

  1063. 42:27

    change or what if I'm kind of 10% this

  1064. 42:30

    and 90% that or what if I'm in the

  1065. 42:32

    middle? There was no there was it was

  1066. 42:34

    really binary. Yeah. And Gen Z because

  1067. 42:36

    life has been so serious. Gen Z has kind

  1068. 42:40

    of balanced it by saying like it's not

  1069. 42:43

    that serious. Yeah. It's not that it's

  1070. 42:45

    okay. It's make a mistake or not.

  1071. 42:47

    Totally. Decide however you want. Relax.

  1072. 42:50

    And there's some way that you did that

  1073. 42:52

    and the way that you do that, the way

  1074. 42:54

    you live authentically, that's very

  1075. 42:55

    relaxing. Mhm. And I think it's very

  1076. 42:58

    cool. Yeah. Thanks. It's nice. I I like

  1077. 43:02

    I don't know. I enjoy it. I also just

  1078. 43:05

    have like a big like group of like gay

  1079. 43:08

    friends around me. Like I like have like

  1080. 43:10

    my like gaggle of lesbians. So speaking

  1081. 43:13

    of please um we do a thing here where we

  1082. 43:16

    ask your friends or people that know you

  1083. 43:18

    to talk well behind your back. They talk

  1084. 43:21

    [ __ ] about me. No. Okay. I believe it.

  1085. 43:25

    It's totally fine. No. It's got No, it's

  1086. 43:27

    like it's like um it's like the on the

  1087. 43:30

    It's like Mean Girls but not Mean Girls.

  1088. 43:32

    It's the other side of it, which is

  1089. 43:34

    basically we got um Cara Deivine. We

  1090. 43:37

    talked to her today. [ __ ]

  1091. 43:40

    Such a [ __ ] [ __ ]

  1092. 43:43

    [ __ ] Common [ __ ] Incredible. By the

  1093. 43:45

    way, when we called her, she was in

  1094. 43:47

    Paris and there was her her her partner

  1095. 43:49

    was naked in the bed and so she was

  1096. 43:52

    wearing headphones and like she looked

  1097. 43:54

    she's so I mean superm models.

  1098. 43:58

    Models are so hot. Models are so hot. We

  1099. 44:00

    got to start talking about it more.

  1100. 44:01

    Models are so [ __ ] hot. Let's just be

  1101. 44:03

    clear. Models are so [ __ ] hot. I know

  1102. 44:06

    a lot of Yeah, this is a hot take.

  1103. 44:08

    Models are hot. Models are hot. Yeah.

  1104. 44:10

    And they're pretty. They're pretty on

  1105. 44:12

    camera. They're pretty during the day.

  1106. 44:14

    They're pretty during the night. All the

  1107. 44:15

    time. Yeah. Literally all the time.

  1108. 44:17

    Yeah. Good job. Models. Cara wanted me

  1109. 44:19

    to ask you a couple questions. Oh,

  1110. 44:20

    please. I'm sure they're She had

  1111. 44:22

    incredible questions. I was going to say

  1112. 44:23

    I'm sure they're very PG and and very

  1113. 44:26

    normal. Okay. And super Yeah, totally.

  1114. 44:29

    First of all, what would your drag king

  1115. 44:31

    name be? Oh my god. I know. I got I'll

  1116. 44:34

    I'll let you think. It's so good. I got

  1117. 44:36

    a little put on the spot and I Yeah.

  1118. 44:38

    What did you say? Well, I picked what um

  1119. 44:42

    I I got nervous. That's okay. So, um I

  1120. 44:46

    said, you know, like when you're trying

  1121. 44:47

    when you're trying to figure out like

  1122. 44:48

    your dancer name, your exotic dancer

  1123. 44:51

    name, you do the um street that you grew

  1124. 44:54

    up on and the your first pet. Oh, no. I

  1125. 44:58

    didn't know that. Okay, this is cuz I

  1126. 45:00

    What is this? It's probably because I

  1127. 45:03

    this was said in like 1978. It's good.

  1128. 45:06

    But um so my the street So I said

  1129. 45:09

    Bradley Alangquin was my drag king name

  1130. 45:11

    because that was the street I grew up on

  1131. 45:13

    and I had a guinea pig named Bradley.

  1132. 45:15

    Oh, I thought your guinea pig's name was

  1133. 45:16

    Al Gangquin. No, I was like wait. Yeah,

  1134. 45:20

    yeah, I know. But so so but anyway,

  1135. 45:22

    we'll cut this part out. But no, I like

  1136. 45:24

    it. I like it. I actually think it's

  1137. 45:26

    pretty strong.

  1138. 45:28

    There's nothing worse than giving a drag

  1139. 45:30

    name and people going, "Wait, what?

  1140. 45:32

    Explain it." And then you have to

  1141. 45:34

    explain it and then they go, "No, I like

  1142. 45:35

    it." Well, Al Gangquin is where I was

  1143. 45:38

    like I was more just like, "Where's the

  1144. 45:40

    guinea pig?" Yeah. Al Gangquin.

  1145. 45:42

    Actually, yeah. So, but that was your

  1146. 45:44

    street name. So, I just gave that to

  1147. 45:46

    myself. But again, no one's ever going

  1148. 45:48

    to hear this. We're going to cut all

  1149. 45:49

    this out. And my social security is as

  1150. 45:51

    follows. Okay.

  1151. 45:54

    So, what is your drag king name? And do

  1152. 45:57

    you like I mean I I actually have to say

  1153. 46:00

    like what I really love about you is

  1154. 46:02

    like your experimentation with mask and

  1155. 46:04

    fem. You do it a lot in your in your

  1156. 46:06

    work and in the way you dress and I

  1157. 46:08

    really relate to that because I'm always

  1158. 46:10

    very confused about how to dress. 100

  1159. 46:13

    100 fucking%. Very confused. And you

  1160. 46:15

    present both often. Like you're you go

  1161. 46:18

    back and forth and again you're showing

  1162. 46:19

    us by example that you don't have to

  1163. 46:21

    choose. Thanks. I've like watched so

  1164. 46:23

    many people do it so well and who does

  1165. 46:26

    it well? I mean, not to be like so

  1166. 46:29

    annoying, but like my girlfriend does it

  1167. 46:31

    really well. I wasn't going to say, but

  1168. 46:32

    she really does do it well. Like she's

  1169. 46:34

    fine as hell. What are you going to do?

  1170. 46:36

    Yeah. Take me out. Like it's fine. She

  1171. 46:38

    really does. Um, [ __ ] I don't know. I

  1172. 46:42

    mean, I boed I didn't know how to answer

  1173. 46:43

    it. It's a really good question. I mean,

  1174. 46:46

    we could think of some fun pun like um

  1175. 46:49

    you know, instead of

  1176. 46:52

    you know, we instead of um Timothy

  1177. 46:55

    Shalamé, you could be called Timothy

  1178. 46:58

    Shallay.

  1179. 47:01

    Is that good? That

  1180. 47:04

    That's it.

  1181. 47:06

    That's actually it, right? I can't even

  1182. 47:09

    explain to you how much exactly that is

  1183. 47:14

    it.

  1184. 47:15

    But it is. Oh my god, we did it. That's

  1185. 47:18

    perfect. And then the other question she

  1186. 47:20

    had, which was amazing. I'm sure. Who

  1187. 47:22

    would be in your girl band? If you could

  1188. 47:24

    put together a girl band, dead or alive,

  1189. 47:27

    if you could put together a girl band.

  1190. 47:28

    Good. Good question. Oh my god. Okay, I

  1191. 47:30

    have a real one and I have a fake one.

  1192. 47:32

    Okay, great. Okay, the real one would be

  1193. 47:34

    me, Karen Carpenter. Um,

  1194. 47:38

    uh Beyonce

  1195. 47:40

    and

  1196. 47:43

    Oh, maybe like Queen Latifah or

  1197. 47:45

    something amazing. Something so sick.

  1198. 47:47

    Dana Owens. I'm like, I love Queen

  1199. 47:50

    Latifah. I'm like, please. That would be

  1200. 47:52

    so hard. Have you Have you ever met her?

  1201. 47:55

    Again, I was forced. Yeah. By Cara. How

  1202. 47:59

    funny. She takes me up to everybody that

  1203. 48:01

    I'm scared of. She is so great. Like no

  1204. 48:05

    surprise, but she's [ __ ] amazing.

  1205. 48:07

    She's amazing. She's [ __ ] amazing.

  1206. 48:09

    She's so [ __ ] cool. And it was also

  1207. 48:11

    just like so she is like timeless. She's

  1208. 48:13

    so timeless to me. So that's your real

  1209. 48:15

    band. Then what about you said you had a

  1210. 48:17

    fake one. Yes. Fake band is me, Nene

  1211. 48:19

    Leaks, Ellen DeGeneres, and Wendy

  1212. 48:21

    Williams.

  1213. 48:24

    That's the one I want.

  1214. 48:26

    That's the one I want. Yeah, that makes

  1215. 48:29

    sense. I want that bad. keep talking

  1216. 48:31

    about it. I'll take Who would be your

  1217. 48:33

    manager of that band? Um, probably Cara.

  1218. 48:37

    She'd manage it. Yeah. Yeah, she'd she'd

  1219. 48:40

    manage it. I don't know how much like

  1220. 48:42

    managing would be like done, but I know

  1221. 48:44

    that she'd manage it. And who would be

  1222. 48:46

    your opening act if you guys went on the

  1223. 48:48

    road? Maybe like um like you as your

  1224. 48:51

    character from Inside Out. Oh my god. I

  1225. 48:54

    would dress up as Joy and be your

  1226. 48:55

    opening act. Yeah, that'd be super cute.

  1227. 48:58

    That would be but no like head like face

  1228. 49:01

    paint. Okay. Like your true face. Yeah,

  1229. 49:04

    that would be like an acid trip. I would

  1230. 49:06

    love to do acid while doing that.

  1231. 49:10

    Totally. I'd be like, "This is [ __ ]

  1232. 49:12

    awesome." And then we also get Ellen to

  1233. 49:14

    like do Dory as well. That would Oh,

  1234. 49:18

    hold on. Now I see it now. Thank you for

  1235. 49:19

    that. That's great. So, I'll come out as

  1236. 49:22

    Joy from Inside Out and then Ellen will

  1237. 49:24

    join me as Dory. Oh my [ __ ] And then

  1238. 49:26

    you assume that's all we're going to see

  1239. 49:27

    about crying. She comes back. She washes

  1240. 49:31

    her face paint off and she comes back in

  1241. 49:33

    the van as a girl group. Yeah.

  1242. 49:36

    I mean, [ __ ] Yeah. [ __ ] is right.

  1243. 49:39

    That's sold out. As you as you would

  1244. 49:41

    say, that [ __ ] No, that [ __ ] Yeah,

  1245. 49:42

    that [ __ ] That does [ __ ] Yeah. Um,

  1246. 49:44

    now, um, what are you listening to these

  1247. 49:47

    days, watching, doing? Like how do you

  1248. 49:50

    check out when you're like when you need

  1249. 49:53

    to rest your brain or get away from the

  1250. 49:55

    hard stuff? What's making you laugh?

  1251. 49:58

    What are you Where do you go? I watch

  1252. 50:00

    Are you Oh, sorry. Go. No. What do you

  1253. 50:02

    watch? No, I'll cut myself. I love to

  1254. 50:04

    hear what people are watching. I watch

  1255. 50:05

    SVU.

  1256. 50:07

    Okay. I watch SVU. Which one? Law and

  1257. 50:10

    Order with um Christopher Maloney. Uh

  1258. 50:14

    Metate. That's right. So, talk to me

  1259. 50:16

    about why that um that that's a good

  1260. 50:19

    checkout for you. I love them. Yeah, I

  1261. 50:21

    love them. Like, what the [ __ ] are you

  1262. 50:22

    doing? Yeah. It's also the writing on

  1263. 50:25

    that show is so crazy. It's so crazy.

  1264. 50:29

    It's like got a burp dead. Yep. What a

  1265. 50:33

    shame. Raped. Absolutely. Whoa. No

  1266. 50:36

    trigger warning, right? And then it's

  1267. 50:37

    like cut. It's so intense and there's so

  1268. 50:41

    much going on. and you're like, "Holy

  1269. 50:42

    [ __ ] this is um either I can't tell if

  1270. 50:46

    this is awesome or if it's so so bad."

  1271. 50:49

    And I think everyone would agree with

  1272. 50:51

    that. It's quick and I need something

  1273. 50:54

    that's quick cuz I don't want time to

  1274. 50:55

    think about something else cuz then I'll

  1275. 50:57

    start tweaking. And I also think

  1276. 50:59

    Christopher Maloney is kind of [ __ ]

  1277. 51:01

    jacked. And it's it's hot. He's not kind

  1278. 51:04

    of [ __ ] jacked. Super jacked. Have

  1279. 51:06

    you ever seen the picture of him in like

  1280. 51:08

    a middle split when he did like Men's

  1281. 51:10

    Health? this one. Love it. I'm going to

  1282. 51:13

    say something. And I love Christopher

  1283. 51:14

    Maloney. I did a movie with him. I don't

  1284. 51:16

    like men doing splits. Can I be honest?

  1285. 51:19

    I don't like I don't find that

  1286. 51:20

    attractive. I Yeah. Straight woman.

  1287. 51:23

    Totally. I don't enjoy flexible men. I

  1288. 51:26

    couldn't agree more. I don't like Oh,

  1289. 51:30

    this is And some of my friends do this

  1290. 51:32

    and that's okay. I do just want to flag

  1291. 51:34

    some of y'all do this and that's all

  1292. 51:35

    right.

  1293. 51:38

    I'm not big into boys flipping doing

  1294. 51:41

    back flips. We got to cut that out. Oh,

  1295. 51:43

    I don't like Okay. And this is just my

  1296. 51:46

    person, right? You don't even like boys,

  1297. 51:47

    but this is just my personal preference.

  1298. 51:49

    But I totally agree. Any kind of like

  1299. 51:52

    goofy gymnastics. Totally. I've just

  1300. 51:55

    been like verbally and physically

  1301. 51:57

    assaulted by too many like um theater

  1302. 52:00

    boys, theater like twinks, the straight

  1303. 52:03

    theater twinks who ruined my life as

  1304. 52:05

    kids who were like, "Wait, I I do a

  1305. 52:07

    flip." And so the director was like,

  1306. 52:08

    "Front and center. Front and center."

  1307. 52:11

    Like do that flip. Yeah. They're like,

  1308. 52:12

    "Come on. Come on, Joey." And like Joy's

  1309. 52:15

    only getting front and center because

  1310. 52:17

    the director has a massive crush on him

  1311. 52:18

    and he can do a flip. This is before

  1312. 52:20

    your time, but there was a movie, a

  1313. 52:22

    great movie called The Outsiders. Do you

  1314. 52:23

    know that movie? heard of it. Okay. So,

  1315. 52:25

    it was like based off of a book and it

  1316. 52:27

    was all young Rob and young um Patrick

  1317. 52:30

    Sees and all these boys and Tom Cruz is

  1318. 52:34

    famously in it and he's one of the and

  1319. 52:36

    it's one of his first films and he's

  1320. 52:37

    like one of the bad guys and I remember

  1321. 52:39

    being like he's cool and then he does a

  1322. 52:41

    backflip in it and I was like tapped out

  1323. 52:44

    immediately out immediately out. I lost

  1324. 52:46

    he lost it for me. There's something

  1325. 52:47

    about it that's a bit vulnerable. I'm

  1326. 52:49

    like wait cut that out. You're a boy.

  1327. 52:50

    What are you doing? Yeah. And and look,

  1328. 52:53

    I've seen you lift your leg. You are

  1329. 52:55

    very flexible.

  1330. 52:58

    Now, girls can be flexible. Boys

  1331. 53:00

    shouldn't be flexible. Boys shouldn't be

  1332. 53:01

    allowed to be flexible. Cut that [ __ ]

  1333. 53:02

    out. Cut that [ __ ] out now. But I've

  1334. 53:05

    seen you sing and lift your leg like

  1335. 53:07

    this where your leg is like up. And that

  1336. 53:09

    that too is similar to the flipping.

  1337. 53:12

    Something that people shouldn't do when

  1338. 53:14

    they're singing. If you can do it, you

  1339. 53:16

    should do it all the time. Oh, if you're

  1340. 53:17

    like dancing or doing something [ __ ]

  1341. 53:19

    incredible, absolutely. But like people

  1342. 53:21

    shouldn't do what I did. That was weird.

  1343. 53:23

    I take back my thing though about boys

  1344. 53:25

    in gymnastics for one one reason. Two

  1345. 53:28

    times I found men doing gymnastics

  1346. 53:30

    exciting. One was in Foot Loose when

  1347. 53:34

    Kevin Bacon's stunt double um during his

  1348. 53:38

    dance break. He swung on a high bar in a

  1349. 53:42

    barn and I was like, "But that's cool.

  1350. 53:43

    That's not cool. That was cool." I was

  1351. 53:45

    like, "What are you doing on that pole,

  1352. 53:46

    you little [ __ ] That's cute. That's

  1353. 53:49

    cute. That was cute. Okay. And I I liked

  1354. 53:52

    it and I I didn't it didn't bother me.

  1355. 53:54

    Yeah. And um the other one was that

  1356. 53:56

    great gymnast that was on the pommel

  1357. 53:58

    horse that with the glasses. Obsessive.

  1358. 54:01

    Okay. Cute. He can do that. But that's

  1359. 54:03

    like their that's his job. That's his

  1360. 54:05

    job. You know what? That's his job. If

  1361. 54:07

    back flips are your and splits are your

  1362. 54:08

    job, do it. Do it 10fold. Go for it.

  1363. 54:11

    Love it. You're good at your job.

  1364. 54:12

    Commit. If you're just doing it in the

  1365. 54:14

    middle of the street,

  1366. 54:16

    keep walking. And I'm not saying that

  1367. 54:18

    like if I could flip, which I can't. So

  1368. 54:21

    I'm not like I'm not hating because I

  1369. 54:23

    can't do it. Are you Wait a minute. Hold

  1370. 54:25

    on. You just brought something up. Do

  1371. 54:26

    you think we're hating on it because we

  1372. 54:27

    can't do it? Literally, no. I think it's

  1373. 54:29

    weird. I'm sorry. And that's And by the

  1374. 54:31

    way, that doesn't mean that other people

  1375. 54:33

    should say it's weird about anybody

  1376. 54:35

    else, okay? Because I really like I love

  1377. 54:37

    my friends and if they want to flip,

  1378. 54:39

    [ __ ] flip. It's just not my thing.

  1379. 54:42

    It's not my thing. You know, if the back

  1380. 54:44

    flippers come for us,

  1381. 54:47

    they're going to [ __ ] whatever. I'm

  1382. 54:49

    ready. If the back flippers come from

  1383. 54:50

    us, we can just run away cuz they're

  1384. 54:52

    back flipping all the time. But they'll

  1385. 54:54

    kick us. They will kick us. Think about

  1386. 54:56

    the strength in that in that thigh. I

  1387. 54:58

    mean, have you ever done this where I

  1388. 55:00

    love Law and Order? The original Law and

  1389. 55:02

    Order, the first like 12 seasons like

  1390. 55:04

    with Benji Brat and I've never watched

  1391. 55:06

    it.

  1392. 55:09

    I'll lock in. It's so good with Jerry

  1393. 55:12

    Orbach and Esapatha Merkasen as um the

  1394. 55:16

    lieutenant. It's just like it's it's the

  1395. 55:18

    early Law and Orders that every it's the

  1396. 55:21

    you know Sweet Generous. It's the mother

  1397. 55:23

    ship that all of them were based off of

  1398. 55:25

    and

  1399. 55:27

    they have that little exchange always

  1400. 55:29

    before the bump bump and you can

  1401. 55:32

    sometimes guess guess the last line.

  1402. 55:34

    Absolutely. I love doing that. Oh my

  1403. 55:35

    god. There was one last night I wish I

  1404. 55:37

    could remember cuz it it's just so

  1405. 55:39

    crazy. It's so crazy. It's in I'm like I

  1406. 55:43

    can't imagine

  1407. 55:46

    delivering that line, right? Like

  1408. 55:48

    there's a you know a body found in

  1409. 55:50

    Central Park and someone's like, "Yeah,

  1410. 55:52

    it was during the marathon, you know,

  1411. 55:54

    and uh and uh the the the suspect was

  1412. 55:58

    found here under the tree." And then

  1413. 55:59

    Jerry Jerry Orbach comes over and just

  1414. 56:01

    goes like, "Well, I guess he's not

  1415. 56:02

    making it to the finish line today."

  1416. 56:04

    Exactly. And you're just like, exactly.

  1417. 56:07

    I cannot imagine having to deliver that

  1418. 56:11

    line. I would walk out. I'd walk right

  1419. 56:15

    on out of a set. I'd be like, you know

  1420. 56:16

    what? I disagree. I think you'd nail it.

  1421. 56:18

    Oh my god. I could my like what's it? Um

  1422. 56:23

    suspension of disbelief or something.

  1423. 56:25

    I'm not I'm not good at that. If I get

  1424. 56:27

    like if there's a line that I'm like I

  1425. 56:29

    can't do this, I like totally shut down

  1426. 56:31

    as a as a person. I'm going to say that

  1427. 56:35

    you're underestimating yourself because

  1428. 56:36

    what I have learned about you, Renee, if

  1429. 56:38

    I may, is that you're pretty good at

  1430. 56:41

    overriding nerves to get to level up.

  1431. 56:45

    You've done it over and over again.

  1432. 56:47

    Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. How do you get through

  1433. 56:49

    the the scary parts? What do you do? I

  1434. 56:53

    really just don't take it seriously. I

  1435. 56:54

    just do not take it seriously cuz when I

  1436. 56:56

    take myself too seriously, I panic.

  1437. 57:00

    Yeah. I panic because it's like often

  1438. 57:02

    times it's truly not as much as I hate

  1439. 57:05

    to say this, it's truly not about me.

  1440. 57:08

    So,

  1441. 57:10

    and no one [ __ ] use that against me.

  1442. 57:12

    But, you know what? I'm going to just

  1443. 57:14

    finish by saying this. I've seen

  1444. 57:16

    examples of you being you're like a very

  1445. 57:18

    loving and supportive person in real

  1446. 57:20

    time. And I know that about you and I

  1447. 57:23

    heard that about you. Can you advocate

  1448. 57:25

    for yourself the same way? Oh,

  1449. 57:26

    absolutely. Okay, great. Oh, with a

  1450. 57:28

    quickness. with a quickness. Yeah, cuz

  1451. 57:32

    like people, you know, kids are

  1452. 57:34

    [ __ ] People are [ __ ] I was an

  1453. 57:35

    [ __ ] Like I'm sure there were so

  1454. 57:37

    many times I can recall that like people

  1455. 57:39

    were [ __ ] to me when I was growing

  1456. 57:40

    up in school. And I guarantee that there

  1457. 57:42

    were 10,000 times that I was so mean to

  1458. 57:45

    somebody else for no reason because I

  1459. 57:47

    was pissed at myself or pissed off at

  1460. 57:48

    somebody else. So like I don't know.

  1461. 57:52

    That's not to say that sometimes I'm not

  1462. 57:54

    an [ __ ] I totally am. Yeah. But just

  1463. 57:56

    like how you said earlier, you may want

  1464. 57:58

    to identify as a nice person soon. I

  1465. 58:01

    know. I might need to like tap into that

  1466. 58:04

    like sort of like little like pigtail

  1467. 58:07

    kind of infinity scarf girl again. Oh my

  1468. 58:10

    god, we're back to the infinity scarf.

  1469. 58:13

    Perfect. Full circle just like the

  1470. 58:14

    infinity scarf. Totally. I'm straight

  1471. 58:16

    again. You're straight again. I'm

  1472. 58:18

    straight again. I'm That's what I do to

  1473. 58:20

    people.

  1474. 58:24

    Sorry, ladies. I made Renee straight

  1475. 58:26

    again. [ __ ] I know. Don't worry. We'll

  1476. 58:28

    get her back. We'll get her out of the

  1477. 58:29

    room. We'll get her back. Yeah. Come out

  1478. 58:31

    with the lesbians. You'll be You'll be

  1479. 58:32

    You'll be gay yourself. I I mean I wish

  1480. 58:35

    Oh my god. Literally come out. We go out

  1481. 58:36

    every weekend. Come out. Where are you

  1482. 58:38

    going this weekend? Literally wherever.

  1483. 58:41

    Okay. That's not a place. The problem is

  1484. 58:44

    wherever. The problem is I go out late.

  1485. 58:46

    Um No. Well, yeah, but like you'll

  1486. 58:49

    you'll be so fine. I promise. What time

  1487. 58:51

    do you get leave the house?

  1488. 58:53

    Like what time do you want to leave the

  1489. 58:55

    house? I'm asking you what time does

  1490. 58:58

    your night start? Like a nine. A nine?

  1491. 59:00

    Oh, that's not bad. Yeah, cuz we'll get

  1492. 59:01

    like dinner before cuz you need to eat

  1493. 59:03

    if you're going to go out. I can't I

  1494. 59:05

    can't do two things. It's either one.

  1495. 59:07

    It's out or dinner. I get it. I get it.

  1496. 59:08

    I get it. You know what? I'm so sorry. I

  1497. 59:10

    can't go. That's okay. That's totally

  1498. 59:11

    okay. I'm so I'm so stressed. I'm so

  1499. 59:13

    tired. Don't worry. Don't worry. And I

  1500. 59:16

    know 9 means 9:30 and then it's going to

  1501. 59:18

    take to get our food. lesbians super

  1502. 59:21

    late and then and then my stomach is

  1503. 59:23

    full and you know eating an ant acid.

  1504. 59:26

    Yeah. And I'm going to have to take a

  1505. 59:27

    pepsit or something. That's okay. But

  1506. 59:28

    have a good time and tell me how it

  1507. 59:30

    goes. 100%. I'll send you send you

  1508. 59:31

    photos. Renee, thank you so much for

  1509. 59:34

    doing this. This is so fun. Thanks for

  1510. 59:35

    having me. This was a blast.

  1511. 59:39

    Thank you Renee Rap. You were awesome.

  1512. 59:41

    And um you know this is the part of the

  1513. 59:43

    show where I just give little shout

  1514. 59:44

    outs. It's the polar plunge if you will

  1515. 59:46

    where we go deeper. So, first of all,

  1516. 59:48

    check out Flossy Baby on Tik Tok and

  1517. 59:50

    probably other platforms. She's

  1518. 59:51

    hilarious and she was at the beach when

  1519. 59:53

    Renee fell in love, so she's technically

  1520. 59:56

    um she's technically uh good luck. Um

  1521. 59:59

    and also, uh because we're talking about

  1522. 1:00:01

    music, I just want to point out that our

  1523. 1:00:04

    theme song, The Good Hang theme song, is

  1524. 1:00:06

    written by the great Amy Miles. Amy

  1525. 1:00:08

    Miles is a singer songwriter from New

  1526. 1:00:10

    York City, my dear friend for over 25

  1527. 1:00:13

    years. She's incredibly talented. She

  1528. 1:00:15

    wrote this for us and so many of you

  1529. 1:00:17

    want to hear the whole song and so um we

  1530. 1:00:20

    want you to go to Spotify. Go to Spotify

  1531. 1:00:23

    and check out Amy Miles and check out

  1532. 1:00:25

    the Good Hang theme song. You can get it

  1533. 1:00:27

    there and um show her some love because

  1534. 1:00:30

    she's so talented and she's my friend

  1535. 1:00:31

    and I love her. Thank you Amy. Okay,

  1536. 1:00:33

    thanks everybody. Never know how to end

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    these. Bye.

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    You've been listening to Good Hang. The

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    executive producers for this show are

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    Bill Simmons, Jenna Weiss Berman, and

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    me, Amy Polar. The show is produced by

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    The Ringer and Paperkite. For The

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    Ringer, production by Jack Wilson, Cat

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    Spalain, Kaia McMullen, and Aia Xenerys.

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    For Paperkite, production by Sam Green,

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    Joel Levelvel, and Jenna Weiss Berman.

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    Original music by Amy Miles.

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    really good. Hey